What if.....3/24/09

What if Kristen Stewart could actually act......
From many of her movies that she starred in turned to crap because of her underacting. From The Safety of Objects by director Rose Troche and writer A. M. Homes to the new film Twilight by director Catherine Hardwicke and writer Melissa Rosenberg.
For those adults out there that don't know about Twilight is the new hit book and movie series that teens are just eating up. From my own opinion, Twilight is a good book for younger people like teens. But for adults, i advise you not to read it. You would be wasting your time. Twilight is poorly written. Teens will disagree but I am pretty sure I know when i read a poorly written novel. But that is just the novel.
The movie would have succeeded to at least a decent movie if Bella (Kristen Stewart) would have actually acted. Ruining many scenes in the movie. Edward (Robert Pattinson), everyone's favorite in the film-----besides his over acting, the intensity in his eyes is what got all these girls giddy over him.
Pattinson and Stewart together is a terrible combination when it comes to acting. With his over acting and her under acting, together they demeaned the movie of it's authenticity. But what really took the intensity away was Belle's crappy acting.
The one scene that really would have got my eye was when Edward blocked the van from hitting Belle. When he went to look down at her, the intensity of his eyes got me hooked to the screen. BUT once it turned to Belle, she looked scared, like she should have. I will give her props for that; it was just that she was not looking at Edward/the camera. SHE WAS LOOKING DOWN! That is when I turned my head from the screen in disgust. If I was Edward, I would have let that car hit her.
So, Catherine Hardwicke and Melissa Rosenberg, if I were you, I would be pissed. From what could have been at least a decent film, it became a load of crap scenes thrown together to a "film".

The Newest Idea

So, I decided to start a blog called What If....


I am pretty big with the What if's. So I thought "Why not make a blog of it."
So, that is what I am doing. I hope you guys enjoy it =)



give me your thoughts and opinions
and if any good ideas let me know =)


Thanks so much!



-Alyssa

I despise the human race! I'm allowed to say this. Everyone is allowed to say this. As long as they have their reasons, which there are many. Take your pick. My reasoning is that we create "drama" in our lives for reason to feel sorry for ourselves. This could be as stupid as someone not talking enough to you one day because they are busy. This has been going on for so long, that we don't even realize what we are doing it anymore. Like, it is apart of our natural habitat just as we create with everything else. Lying, cheating, "sinning", abusing in many ways. I could go on forever!
We have created a world full of hatred and evil all due to self wants and "needs" That no one realizes because they are so inflicted with themselves that they can't see this parallel universe that they have created. They see a world full of opportunities for their selfish desires and success. But what is hiding is the god awful truth. Dirty, rotten, tainted with sin and evil that has corrupted our minds to think that sin is what gets us to where we need to go in life. Sin is good! I think I may write a satirical paper on sin. I will put it out if I do come around to it. But my point is that we all live in this parallel universe that is corrupted and has tainted our minds to believe that what is evil is good and what is good now portrays as lies.

How Do You Know You Have Fallen' In Love?

I could never answer that question because I believe that everyone has a different way to figure it out. But I am going to tell you how I figured it out. It was a rough and windy road, but all of it was worth wild and I would never change a thing. If you want understand that whole part I just stated better, go listen to "Here" by Rascal Flatts. Sums it up perfectly. If you haven't noticed, I get caught up in Rascal Flatts songs a lot. He just knows what songs get people, which I think is great. More people will listen, then they sell more albums and get more money...In the end, that is waht it is all about. Money. Known fact, no one can hide it. People are greedy but that is what created this economy and the jobs that people have now. So greed is not such a terrible thing.
But I am getting way off topic. I could never explain how I figured out I was in love. It is my life story. If you really want to know then you can encourage me to write a novel about it. But just know that I am in love and I have finally figured it out. I am head over heals in love! XD
It is such a great feeling to know. I have something to look forward to every morning I wake up. The reason why I can never have the worst day of my life. The reason why I always randomly smile about nothing, as so everyone seems. I could go on and on about this. So I will stop now.

No Dinner!

You know how when you get frustrated about many, many things, you tend be on the edge about every little thing that goes on. My family has been in a drought of happiness. We have been at our necks about everything. Well, the past couple weeks my parents have decided to not be parents and not cook dinner. You may think, "Well. make something yourself and give them a break." Well I would, if they would go to the grocery store! They haven't gone in 3 weeks and we are basically out of everything. It is frustrating. So every night lately I will make myself eggs or eat chips. Sometimes nothing at all. Or they get fast food. Then they always talk about how they don't have money for things and they try to pin it on me and my sister. But maybe if we didn't eat fast food every day and just go to the grocery store, which really isn't that hard. We would have more money to do things. Parents are not on my good list right now. They are number one on my bad list. Not going to explain. Just needed to get it out. Thanks.

Choose Your Feelings Wisely

People think they are programed when they are born to feel a certain way about certain events. But it's not true, so stop believing it. You choose how you feel! Whether it is sad, mad, happy, anxious, scared, whatever! You choose. You all think you are programed for these things but you are not. You are just used to what you feel for every situation. Because that is how you grew up, for example, someone dies, you are sad. Your mind chooses to be sad because that is how you grew up. To feel sad when a person you knew dies. You think, ohh, who wouldn't be sad at a funeral? Well newsflash, it is possible. You are all so use to routine, you just automatically feel sad about someone dying.
Have you ever noticed those people who never get scared, well that is because they choose not to be scared. It is all a state of mind. And you just learn how to control it. Instead of feeling your normal routine feelings. Try to decide your feelings.
And it is funny because I had recently talked abut this in one of my past blogs.

Day of Tears

Have you ever had one of those days where you just need to cry? You are just so frustrated with everything that is happening in your life, you just don't know what to do but just cry. I hate crying...I don't like to show any emotions except happiness and joy. Not anger or sadness. I don't want to bring other people down. I keep everything to myself for other peoples sake. But there are always those days where you just feel like if you don't let something out, you will burst into a trillion little pieces. And it never helps when you are listening to your playlist and a song comes up like "I'll Stand By You" by Gina Glocksen comes on and just makes everything worse. These are always terrible days in my mind and my entire body just wants to collapse onto the ground and never get up. If I could, I wish I could just drop everything in my life and just leave. At least until I am ready to come back to this mess of what I call a life. But I don't show anyone this. Pretty sure everyone that I have talked to today thinks I am perfectly fine. I will admit, i'm a pretty good actress. But when I am by myself, it just seems like hell. I think that is why I always keep myself busy with things so I never have a moment to think about everything. And I am always around people. So you could think this habbit of mine is unhealthy, and it isn't but it's my life and I have tryed to be more open about showing my emotions and it just never worked out. But today I don't think things could get any worse.And somehow by the end of the day I seem to have made it through without shedding a tear.