No Dinner!

You know how when you get frustrated about many, many things, you tend be on the edge about every little thing that goes on. My family has been in a drought of happiness. We have been at our necks about everything. Well, the past couple weeks my parents have decided to not be parents and not cook dinner. You may think, "Well. make something yourself and give them a break." Well I would, if they would go to the grocery store! They haven't gone in 3 weeks and we are basically out of everything. It is frustrating. So every night lately I will make myself eggs or eat chips. Sometimes nothing at all. Or they get fast food. Then they always talk about how they don't have money for things and they try to pin it on me and my sister. But maybe if we didn't eat fast food every day and just go to the grocery store, which really isn't that hard. We would have more money to do things. Parents are not on my good list right now. They are number one on my bad list. Not going to explain. Just needed to get it out. Thanks.

Choose Your Feelings Wisely

People think they are programed when they are born to feel a certain way about certain events. But it's not true, so stop believing it. You choose how you feel! Whether it is sad, mad, happy, anxious, scared, whatever! You choose. You all think you are programed for these things but you are not. You are just used to what you feel for every situation. Because that is how you grew up, for example, someone dies, you are sad. Your mind chooses to be sad because that is how you grew up. To feel sad when a person you knew dies. You think, ohh, who wouldn't be sad at a funeral? Well newsflash, it is possible. You are all so use to routine, you just automatically feel sad about someone dying.
Have you ever noticed those people who never get scared, well that is because they choose not to be scared. It is all a state of mind. And you just learn how to control it. Instead of feeling your normal routine feelings. Try to decide your feelings.
And it is funny because I had recently talked abut this in one of my past blogs.